Sunday, February 10, 2008

The Smile

White powdered faces

Bright red lipstick

Coloured bindis

And a paan stained smile


Black painted eyebrows

Blood-red sindoor

Dangling earrings

And again that smile


You amaze me with your courage

Your grit

Your determination

And your will to stay on


Sold by your husband

Abused by your brothel owner

Cheated by your maalak

Raped by your client

And still you smile


The small dingy rooms

Where they buy you

Your body


But your soul

You do not let them touch

YOU


Your spirit

Untouchable

Your hope

Unwavering

Your strength

Undeterred


And that smile again

Unpretentious

Knowing

Challenging

And wise

Oh! That beautiful, radiant and magnificent smile!

2 comments:

sean said...

Beauty of the soul can only be conferred or given from outside. I become a better person because of the change that God, my family and my friends affect in me. I see myself through their eyes...the way they see me, love me, value me and that makes me feel beautiful.

This inner beauty then naturally reflects on the outside of me. Your piece did this "gift-giving" for women who are involved in sex-work against their own choice. I hope you keep writing - we see pieces of our soul in it.

Amak said...

Neha,
good one! i particularly like the way to establish the images in the beginning-- a glimpse of that physical feminine indian beauty that could be anybody at all...

and then how you get the weaved into it. good piece. i hope u keep writing about those 'work' experiences of urs. its important to spread the word, w/out moralizing always.

kama